Aww today was so definitely awesome! Like ohemefgee! I woke up at around 5:30 today and I was surprised to find that I had 16 text messages. They all came from my baby, Jay. He's such a total sweetie and I know you're all envious so stfu k. Anyway, my parents, Steve (20), Stephanie (18) and Shane (14) were all there, and that was a surprise because they're never around for breakfast! My cousins Zoe and Hazel were also there and we had a big family meal thing. So Zach was late and I was a bit pissed for a while cos I was afraid he'd left me or something, but apparently he got some cake and balloons, lol. Chelsea, Andy and Mel pooled their money together and got me a pretty pink spaghetti straps and fabric rose brooch. They got me this white pleated skirt to go with it too, and it is teh sexx, baby. My other classmates gave me this belt to go with it and it was just amazing cos they looked so great together! But then the teacher came and we had to start class already. :( At recess the girls and I snuck out to the field to watch the boys practice soccer and all, but my James was nowhere to be found. All the kids didn't greet me, and I was sad cos I knew they knew my birthday! On the way back, Jessie, a freshman gave me a bar of chocolate and that made me smile. A lot of other boys greeted me too and everybody I bumped into at the girls' campus also said "happy birthday" to me! Even kids I barely knew! And that just rizzocks fa'sho. At lunch, my friends and I devoured the cake and pigged out on ice cream and junk food which just made me so happy! <3 Lol I'm a pig k. Jay was still nowhere to be found then... After lunch, classes were canceled for the big soccer game and I was excited to see Jay who was playing. Before the game started, the band started playing and OHEMGEE! Jay was climbing up the bleachers singing and the whole school started singing that "Grow Old With You" song. Then, he knelt in front of me and sang "When You Say You Love Me"!!! I could've fainted then and there! After that, he played and he was just so great! They won by 4 freaking points against the rival school which proves how rad my sweetie is cos he scored 2 effing goals! After the game, my friends and I headed to the mall to go shopping and surprisingly, Jay came with us. We had some food and got a hella lot of clothes and shxt. Then we headed off to the many clubs and danced until around 10. By then, I was freaking exhausted, so Jay and I drove home. On the way, we talked about us, and everything else. I just love him. More than my own life. More than anything in this world. God, thank you for my angel. He means so much to me. Thank you for giving him to me as a kid to trust and depend on, and to have so many happy childhood memories with, to grow up with and to fall in love and stay in love with for the past year or so. Nothing else has ever given me so much joy than to know that my best friend and confidante is also the man who loves me back and promised to marry me one day so we can start a family and all that sappy stuff.

Uh. I'm so drunk.

Schedule (My mom is rather oc, and I inherited this trait)

5:20 - 5:45 Shower
5:46 - 6:00 Preparing for school
6:01 - 6:20 Breakfast (I like a heavy meal in the morning... hot chocolate, salad, bread and spread, some sort of meat, etc., rice and fruits)
6:21 - 7:00 Travelling to the school (I like to sound trip on the way. My driver is half deaf now because of my loud sounds. Lol.)
7:01 - 7:20 Flag ceremony (I usually arrive early, but so what?)
7:21 - 8:00 Christian Living / Values IV (Easiest subject, hands down. I'm an angel, sweetie)
8:01 - 8:40 English IV (2nd easiest subject. I never study for this.)
8:41 - 9:30 Filipino IV (Eh Filipino is not bad either)
9:31 - 9:50 Recess (I grab a soda and some junk food and I hang out with my girls: Chelsea, Andy and Melissa at the park)
9:51 - 10:30 Physics (Ugh! I have a hard time here! It's one of the three subjects I have to study to pass)
10:31 - 11:10 Calculus (Same here, bitches!)
11:11 - 11:50 P.E.H.M. (I hate P.E. with a passion, but health is ok and I do great in Music)
11:51 - 12:30 Lunch (I go to Mcdonalds and eat there with my friends sometimes, but usually we just have a couple of sandwiches on the roof.)
12:31 - 1:10 Trigonometry (Ow. Ow. Ow.)
1:11 - 1:50 T.H.E.
1:50 - 2:30 Extra-curricular activities (MWF- School Paper, TTH - Dance Troupe)
2:31 - 3:00 - Travel time, "recess" (Chelsea, Andy, Melissa, Jay and Charls usually hitch a ride home )
3:01 - 7:00 - Nap (I love to sleep k.)
7:01 - 7:30 - Dinner (Jay's family lives in the same makati condo I reside in and so we almost always have supper together)
7:31 - 9:30 - Jay and I do assignments, etc. (We're both in the top 10 of our 120-student batch)
9:31 - 12:00 - Partay, baby! (Don't pretend to be shocked. Even honor students like me enjoy a night out on the town, dancing the night away with my darling Jay who has been my best friend since we were toddlers and lover :">since last year.)
12:00 - 5:20 - Sleep, blissful sleep.

Sometimes, I drop the partying thing and just go online or watch tv if I don't have schoolwork but if I do, I just slave away on them.

Ok so according to my birth certificate my name is Samantha Ingrid Smith Antonio. But the names I go by the most are: Sam, Sammy, Ingrid and Sisa. Teehee. I have Spanish, American and Chinese blood. I study in an exclusive school for girls here in Manila, located in the amazing Philippine archipelago. Hm, what else is there to say? I'm 14 & I have an unbelievable love for life. I don't let people get to me cuz frankly, there's no point to letting dumb cunts get in your way. I'm not the jealous type, I don't care how "attractive" you think you are or how many girls try to get with my boyfriend, I'm just not jealous. I know what's mine & people who try to screw up that confidence, are just messing with the wrong girl. I hardly ever trust anyone because I'm a skeptic and the world's wicked ways have made me mad cynical. I won't shove my opinions down anyone's throat as long as he/she does the same. No one EVER walks over me, it just won't happen. I don't consider myself to be intelligent & definitely not any modern day genius. I don't praise myself for things I am certainly not, nor do I brag about my accomplishments. I speak my mind whenever I feel the need & I couldn't be any more apathetic. Hm, I'm a spelling/grammar nutcase, shut up & deal with it. Most people think I'm an egotistic, vain, vapid, shallow, bland & completely stuck on herself girl & if that's you, GOOD, don't talk to me. I don't waste my time trying to convince people that I rock (I simply do, kthnxbi) if they don't think so and I hardly see the need to justify my actions to others. I live my life as I please and I don't make any apologies.

I'm actually very nice and I guess I'm pretty thoughtful, specially if you're the same way. I'm completely compassionate towards the people I'm fond of. I'm the sweetest girl you will ever meet, if I like you.

Eh. I sounded bitchier than I wanted to but that's only because i'm drunk.

Hehe.

Love,
Sammy ;)